The title says it all. So far I really don't feel any different than any other cycle. I don't know if that is good or bad. I am still a little crampy, although I do feel a lot better, but I am assuming that is from OHSS. I haven't been sleeping well, so I have been tired during the day. I have been waking up numerous times in the middle of the night for no reason, and just can't get comfortable to fall back asleep. And then, I just get frustrated that I can't sleep, which I think in return keeps me awake longer.
There is a part of me that is anxious and afraid of next week. I am sick of the disappointment, but yet somewhat have that expectation. I want so badly to be a mom, and to be pregnant, but I don't know anything else other than a negative pee stick. And on the other hand it's just another week. I feel like I have avoided thinking about it and blogging so may be I won't think about it. In some ways it has worked and in others it hasn't. I feel somewhat numb, it's weird. In other months I have obsessed about it at this point. I know it really isn't worth the stress to be that consumed, but it is so hard not to be.