Sunday, July 27, 2008

So far so good. I haven't really been thinking about this cycle, which is so strange to me. Hopefully I can keep that up. I am probably going to freak out about 3 or 4 days before I have to test, but wouldn't it be nice if I was as calm as I am now. I wish I knew why I am so calm, it is completely our of character for me. Apart of me is wondering, am I just getting used to this whole process, is this becoming what normal is. I don't want to get used to it!! I don't want it to be normal! I miss my "real" normal life. Doing things that I want to do, buying thing, going out to dinner, drinking Star.bucks. All of which I don't do at all anymore, because we have to save money! It sucks. anyway sorry for this tantrum. I was just having a little pity party. Well I am leaving town today for work. Hopefully this week goes fast! I will check in this week.

Hope everyone has a good week!!

6 comments:

Jenni said...

I am sure you are calm due to the greatness that is coming your way. I wish a peacful, restful and most of all hormone induced prego signs tww. Keep your chin up. Our time is coming.

Baby Quest said...

Sorry I have been MIA for a few weeks. I have been trying to focus on my life and family and not on the events that happened in the last couple of months. I am so glad to hear about you and your progress. I wish you nothing but the best and you better believe that I am here rooting for you all of the way!!!

Pink-CJ said...

I found your blog through BabyQuest. Good luck this cycle! I wish yal all the best!!

Just Me. said...

Me too. I hate it that I can't go into a shop and come out with 5 pairs of shoes!!! arghs!!!!!

Thinking of you...

WISHING...HOPING...and PRAYING said...

thanks for commenting on my blog recently! it is always nice to see new readers and add to my blog list. i wish you lots of luck with this cycle. i remember (not fondly) all the roller coaster of emotions each new cycle brought. you'll be in my thoughts and prayers!

SAHW said...

I'm glad you are feeling so calm about everything...trust me, it's much better than obsessing!! I really hope this calmness means this is the cycle resulting in your BFP that sticks!